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back to normal -- 2003-06-25 Things with Debbie are much calmer now. We had a chat, and she apologized over and over for upsetting me, for doubting me, for needing answers that I couldn't give. It seems to have smoothed over now. She picked me up from work and had a white rose wrapped up for me. It was beautiful, and I'm going to dry it afterwards so I will always have the first flower she gave me. We spent last night together, talking with our friends George and Nancy. It was nice to be out with D., not like G. who wouldn't go anywhere or do anything. She even held my hand going back to the truck afterwards. Anyway, we got back home around 10 and we turned on some music and just danced. She's such a good dancer! I have two left feet, and being quite a bit taller than her, I feel all awkward. But she leads well, and I can sort of follow. I can tell that I'll get used to it, and her. And that is a wonderful feeling. We danced and then went to bed. And let me tell you, this woman is the most amazing lover. Beautiful, considerate, giving and VERY passionate. She says I'm the most sexy woman she has ever met, and she tells me she loves me all night long. But it's her eyes that give it away, that look at me with such love, and passion. I can't keep my hands off of her, and it's returned. We are so lacking in sleep it's not even funny! Last night we went to bed early at least, so it wasn't extremely late by the time we fell asleep... I'm much more calm than yesterday. I feel Debbie's love for me, and I don't think she was pressuring me. I think she was worried, and very insecure. And god knows we all get like that.
Norway trip - 2004-07-08 |
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