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discouraged -- 2003-05-12 Went to the doctor, upped my celexa from 20 to 40 mgs. Hopefully that will make a difference in my day, these past two weeks have shown me that I really, in fact, dislike most people, and I really like my bed. That is not healthy, and I know it. Now, people will continue to be assholes, but maybe changing my dosage will help me deal better with them. Meanwhile, if there are any assholes reading this, please remember that not everyone is as thick-skinned as you, and you could be destroying someone's day with your sharp tongue. Kindly fuck off. I am so sick of living with my family. One should *never* ever go back to living with one's parents after being out on their own. It's disaster. My mother and father are going to Ottawa (Dad for work, Mom for vacation) and not only are they not helping me get my stuff out of storage in Ottawa - (it would be so helpful to their broke daughter!) but they are driving themselves to the airport and leaving the truck there for the week, rather than let me drive them, pick them up and have use of it for the week. They treat me like a 12 year old, despite the fact that I am a mature 25 year old, who went to Young Drivers. What more do they want? God forbid I actually have a vehicle to get groceries and do errands while they are gone. I think they are selfish. Dad says if I drive it he will spend the week in Ottawa worrying about it. That is such bullshit! Most normal people let their 17 year old kids drive their car. They have no faith in me whatsoever despite the fact that I have never had an accident, paid for young drivers myself (shows responsibility I think), and am generally a quiet, responsible woman. I can't wait to get out of here. It's like they have taken the attitude that they will give me a roof over my head and that's it, I'm on my own for the rest of it. Which I wouldn't mind if they actually left me alone, but they don't! I am counting down the days till I am either self-sufficient money-wise to leave, or insane enough to move in with a friend. And believe me, that is not within the realms of possibility.
Norway trip - 2004-07-08 |
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