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introverted -- 2003-05-04 Went to the library yesterday, one of my favorite hobbies. Books for free, and you get to keep them for three weeks! And you can renew them up to three times! I got Kathleen DesMaison's "The Sugar Addict's Total Recovery" and Dr. David Burns' "Feeling Good Workbook", both which I was looking to read. I also got Anne Rice's "Interview with a Vampire" and "The Lovely Bones" by Alice Sebold. I really wanted to get "Fifth Business" by Robertson Davies, recommended by speculating, but the librarian said they didn't have it! And he acted like I screwed up the title, or the author. GRRR. Went to a lesbian dance last night, and met some nice women that I hadn't laid eyes on before. Always good to meet new crowds. We mostly talked, danced a little. It wasn't the best time in the world, but I guess it was better than staying home. I don't know what is with me lately. I'm so apathetic towards things, I can either take it or leave it. I'm very low on excitement about things that I used to really look forward to. And things that I used to do don't even appeal to me anymore. I don't know who I'm becoming, but it seems to be a person who is much more introverted, someone who goes to bed early, and isn't that social. I feel like staying home rather than going out a lot more these days. I'm not sure why and I can't seem to pinpoint any particular event that would change me. It's been kind of gradual. And if it's a maturity thing, fine, I've always been older mentally than my age, but it's not going to help me if I don't get out and make new friends. Is it natural that sometimes I don't even want to?
Norway trip - 2004-07-08 |
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