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living discontent -- 2003-11-17 Finally got some of Sue's stuff sent to Toronto for her. Her ex-husband had so much of her things - clothes, cds, everything, and didn't have the money to send it, or the time to pack it up right. I told him he could bring it to Calgary and I would pack it up for him, and send some of it along. So, that's a burden unweighed. I still have some of the things, but they will have to wait until I have money to put it on the bus. Feeling incredibly anxious these days. I know it's in part to getting off the anti-depressants. I'm trying to put it on hold by reading my "beyond anxiety and phobia workbook", but sometimes it all seems like a crock and I'll never be able to get out of this mess I'm in. I'm so sick of being poor. And yes, I'm going back to Newfoundland for awhile, to live rent free. I will pay the price though, with no freedom and more stress. But at least I will have one less bill to pay. Sometimes I just hate my life.
Norway trip - 2004-07-08 |
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